I never know if things that happened in several days ago were related or not, but I am a believer that something happens for reasons and causality does exist. My expectation by writing this is maybe one or two readers can learn something, including me :).

So, someone did something that unrelated with me at all, but somehow it bothered me. In my mind at the time “why are you trying so hard to look cool?”. I told my close friends about this, because it was hard to keep that thing for myself.

Didn’t take a long time, I realized that I was wrong by saying that thing (even though the person didn’t know bout this) and I felt terribly guilty. I didn’t know what to do to make my guilty feeling less. So I went to mushola and prayed, but it didn’t enough to make me feel better. I kept thinking, what should I do?

I promised to myself I won’t do the same thing, or at least I will try to be nicer person. Lesson learned, guilty feeling tortures me well. Several minutes later, I decided to make an alms by sending some money. Case closed and I hoped nothing but forgiveness.

On the next days, I was busy: be a trainer assistant (to help the user) and went to subsidiary. Out of my plan and expectation, I was paid. And the nominal? Nearly close with ten times of the money that I transfered as an alms. Actually, I got more than 10 times because I got free meals and lunch for a week.

“Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?”, I did mistake and He gives me blessing.

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