What is the importance of a mirror? So I can see myself clearer.

Finally, after had a hard time lately, I decided to make peace with myself. I spent my time and my energy to do some exercises in my office’s exercise center. I keep thinking.

I saw bad things that I have in people, and those things make me scare to realize that I am an awful person, a bad friend, person who hurt others intentionally or not, and humbly I’d like to say sorry for my absence. Really sorry for things that I’ve done and maybe put scars in your feeling. I am human, but I want to learn.

If people did things that hurt us deep down inside, by purposes or not, like what I said on my previous post “ambil manfaatnya, ambil manfaatnya, ambil manfaatnya”, take the lessons. From them we know that we shouldn’t do the same to others, don’t bite people who bite us because if we do it, apple to apple, we don’t have any differences with them.

I won’t say it’s easy to be kind, to see light behind a storm, to call 911 if you’re having trouble (because 911 doesn’t exist here :D), to see hope when you’re down. But God really has something by sent us here. And it’s our responsibility to find it.

If we’re getting lost, maybe mirror can guide us home. Mirror can show us who we really are, they really are.

We are only life once for collecting supplies for life after the death. If in this short and fleeting life I can’t do a little good thing, so which God’s door I want to knock?

So, I want to say thank you to my mirrors :). Thank you for teaching me and guide me home.